Read this in the morning while thick in thoughts. With the symphony of birds outside my window. The nature's music is much more beautiful and alive than any form of man-made music. Still, man-made ones are not too bad. ;p
http://tinybuddha.com/blog/when-youve-lost-your-sense-of-purpose/
Night passed. Morning came. Brother told me about how he had found himself in the family business, the place where i left to find myself.
He wished me the best in being able to find myself out here, out there, and found exactly what feels like what i am looking for.
Unbeknown to him, I had been wondering about it myself. I know going back is not an option that I feel like doing, despite all the best comfort of home. Neither is life in a city my passionate love despite my love for food and entertainment in its own way. I had done away with movie watching years ago, barely anymore cinema visits. any form of reading I usually do online, be it a chinese chick lit or a serious readings on spiritual growth, the internet offers all these in vast abundance, free, provided I have a good internet connection line and don't bust the limit, or the bills would be hefty. Still, since I don't do any movie downloads, I guess busting that limit with downloads could be a tad bit challenging. I am not sure, now monitoring it.
So, I guess I would just take a step. The step that at the moment felt most right deep down, despite my fears and insecurity. Amen.
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